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Damn fucking pissed off.
Wy the fuck do you have to pick on us all. Is it cause our event is the hardest, the most competitive?? Since it is the hardest, wy dont u fucking leave us alone so that we can train...
You think that our fucking strokes r wrong? Urs are even more wrong la... Ur boat can go fast not because of ur damn strokes but because of all ur damn muscles that u have.If u have my body, i will fucking thrash u! Mark my fuckin word. Saying that i'm using a better boat but still slower than u??? I didnt even fuckin push at all. I was doing break strokes!!! So wad the fuck do u want to complain bout? If u want me 2 sprint, i can.
U said that we should have came down during our CT... R u out of ur mind? we r still students la... N u said that urself also. So wy change ur words already? CB!
N dont even mention that we lack commitment... We all make our fucking lives so miserable just because of this team, this belief that u have... I came down when i was sick from ur 5 hrs of soccer under the rain... I rowed until my nose was bleeding but did i fucking stopped??? Dont even mention bout this shit 2 us la. We r so fucking commited 2 this team already. We wont mind u having training 7 days/ week but we do mind when u say things that is not us at all. This is not e respect that we deserve.
I'm gonna beat u in every single thing 2morrow. Mark my words.
Damn u!
Thang
Signing off!

So long nv write anything...
Too freaking busy with studying for common test n training for nats. I only got 3 more weeks 2 go. Die die must push through this period. My whole body is aching. My injured shoulder is getting worse n worse agaim.
Some more all this is not enuff. Mom just got admitted 2 hospital n she need 2 go through some kind of operation. Argggg. Damn it. So many time i have told her not to overwork n stuff, she nv listen 2 me. I'm a fucking lousy son.
Damn it, cant even sleep last nite n just have training just now. This is too stressful. But somehow i noe she will prefer me 2 stay strong n focus on the tasks ahead.
I'll make u proud this time mom.
Thang