20050928

Man U won. 2-1. Great game i must say. They nv really play like that in a long time. Haiz...
TCM paper not going well. Only 3 pages out of 10. I wanna die already.
Fucking shits, got things bugging my mind now..I don't really noe.
Whether its real or not. Oh well. Fuck it.
Thang
Signing off!

Darn.
Tried 2 do TCM paper 4 e last 2 days. First day, after puttin down e title... I felt asleep... N thats bout it 4 e first day. Second day, did 1 page of stuff n read more bout e theories... Still confused....
Sigh, must concetrate more, later gotta prepare 4 e history paper 2morrow.
Thang
Signing off!

The Tamil people are an ethnic group from South Asia with a recorded history going back almost two millennia. The oldest Tamil communities are those of southern India and north-eastern Sri Lanka. Unlike many ethnic groups, the Tamils have at no time been governed by a single political entity; Tamil̲akam, the traditional name for the Tamil lands, has always been under the rule of more than one kingdom or state. Despite this, the Tamil cultural identity has always been strong. Historically, this identity has been primarily linguistic, with Tamils being those whose first language was Tamil. In recent times, however, the definition has been broadened to also include emigrants of Tamil descent who maintain Tamil traditions, even when they no longer speak the language. Tamils are ethnically, linguistically and culturally related to the other Dravidian peoples of South Asia. There are an estimated 74 million Tamils around the world.

Piss off!
I can always b e bad guy if i really want to. Just wait n see.
I've made 2 big mistake this shit year n i really fucking regreted it. Oh well.
I'm not even gonna fucking say anything!
Thang
Signing off!

i think this whole leaving thing is.. unfair.
you cant say its fully the admins fault or its the teachers fault

Sigh....
Quite an emotional day 4 me. I really, really want to F***** kill all of e damn admin ppl in NJ. Because of them most of my fav teachers left.
All e teachers that i respect n listen 2 will leave very soon. I dont even wanna start imagining wad IP will turn out 2 b like.
I really got nth 2 say. Memories r coming back n its really hard 4 me 2 hold back my damn emotion.
I must be strong.
Thang
Signing off!

i have a 1mbps connection to a router which antanae however you spell it is disconnected.
weird

2:49 AM

20050911

malaysia sucks
it stinks

11:30 PM

20050906

Got water training 2day. It was fun.
Rowed K1 tiger again 2day. it was vvvv unstable but i guess its still fun.
Capsized twice. Both 4 damn stupid reason.
E 1st one was like shit: got some crazy dog running around that caught my attention n in addition 2 that got an Indian man shouting some shit. Next thing u noe, i was down in e water.
E 2nd one was worse i guess: end of training, going back 2 e shore, maybe around 10 more strokes i could finish e trainin. Ended up talking some stuff with HuiMing so I'm gone.
Damn shit.
Capsized 4 nth.
Shall work harder.
Thang
Signing off!

7:42 PM

20050904

"If i can't run, I will jog.

If i can't jog, I will walk.

If i can't walk, I will crawl.

I just want to prove that an ordinary person like me with consistent and focused training will finish this 168km run."

Pls, give us another chance, we need u. I noe its true that it will b us in e end who will overcome e odd but we need someone out there 2 guide us along e way!

Thang
Signing off!

8:16 PM

20050903

today was damn shit.
Rowed K1... Just stayed around near e shore n stuff.
Capsized many many times.
Must get better soon.
Very disappointed with myself.
Confused about lots of shits.
Dont noe wad 2 do.
Thang
Signing off!

1:23 PM

20050901

Few days haven't blogged already.
Guess I'm a bit tired and busy with stuff.
Tuesday training, rowed K2 with ZhanYou. Didn't capsized but i still got a lot of stuff to work on. My balancing is not so good yet. The boat rocked sometimes n I don't think he is vvv happy with it. Sigh.
I need 2 work hard, work extremely hard so i can get ready for the C1.
Then teacher's day was not very good, i nv really enjoy these things. Stupid dance, could have just sent us out n do 6 laps. More effective....
Got a lot of things on my mind now. Damn shit.
Thang
Signing off!

10:42 AM