20040930

hahah i love my sis, she gave me a heart shape choc, a marshmallow and a rice cracker. she rocks. hahahahathe only semblence of innonce left i know besides my cousin

9:46 PM

ahahaha ok today ws super fun esp the after sch activities. anyways yaa. hahah anyways nothing much to say lajust feel abit toot. lol

~~crap cant stand my table either..atleast backthen russell talked.~~

8:35 PM

blah, in Bytz now as usual....
Nothin 2 do... Feelin unhappy wit myself cause some shit dat happen few days ago. Wtf, man! COme to think of it, I got lots of work 2 do but shit like these can really make u feel damn piss off and therefore cannot concentrate on my freakin study.
Da whole Ip cohort got scolded by Mr. Ang yesterday for gettin out of hand and stuff like dat. Oh man, I bet dat either me or Tim will get the first demerit point man. Freak! 90% of da teachers hate us... Don't noe why. Imagine, Liang En, Tim and me walkin wit our shirts tuck out. Da teachers will surely scold us first then somehow just let LiangEn through. We get demerits points while LiangEn walks away safely... this is one shockingly unfair world we live in. Gosh, how could this be! Nv mind, ppl can be bias toward us now but I promise that i'll show them my real potential in 10 years time. i'll show them wat i'm capable of. I might seem like an immature, arrogant, troublesome, always lookin 4 sh*t to get into now but I'll swear dat i'm gonna show all of you what this immature, arrogant, troublesome, always lookin 4 sh*t guy can do.
Freak man, I'm feelin damn off now, i feel tired, sometimes i just feel like i'm dyin and seriously, i don't mind gettin out of dis troublesome world. I noe dat da harder ur life, da more experienced u r. But i don't seem 2 get any of dat now. My personal life is like shit, my skol life is worst, good thing i ain't got no love life 2 worry bout yet.
Fuck, enough bloggin 4 2day. -Signing off-
*I think I'll die soon*

11:58 AM

20040929

sighhh today got scolded by mr ang, nearly all, if not all, applied to me laa and half the time hes looking at me and thang, shit, this is bad enough alr, suspension, no thanks, crao gotta buck up for real this time. life sucks

dumb teachers, let us have fun.

~~hello good morning how you do?~~

9:24 PM

20040927

it probably would. too heavy.

10:16 PM

im so full. ate so much at sushi tei jsut now. poks jealous alr. yes!

LOBSTERS lol. ok today sucks. im getting plain pissed la. i think i'll jsut stick with this group for now, but i cant freaking stand it alr la. always the same mfing grp. sickening la. fuck. dumb bitch, change the whole damn grouping cos one fucking bitch complained. what kind of randoming is this. i hope that fucking bitch trips and dies.

10:02 PM

20040926

I WANNA CHANGE MY FREAKIN HYDROSHERE GROUP!!!!!!!
Wtf man, i don't wanna stay in my freakin hydrosphere group. Damn, Feifan is ok but somehow i cannot stand XiaoDan. Shit, Shit, Shit. Damnit, its not freakin fair at all. I mean Pork gotta do it wit WeiGe and WenSi, the 2 hardworkin student in class.... Wtf man.... LIfe is so freakin unfair. Da damn project is freakin 50% of da damn grade overall so i need 2 b in a group dat i can work wit. urgggggggggggg.
Went out 2 watch Dodgeball on Saturday, da movie was quite funny but it da story line was damn lame. Blah... Just finished my math asssignment. Some questions were hard but overall its quite easy. I think i'm gettin a hold of math now. Feelin good wit myself. Hahah.
Well, dat's about all! Peace outt!

2:34 PM

20040925

life has kinda ceased to have its effect of galore and adventure. i dont know, kinda getting bored with life alr, theres nothing interesting anymore? sch, home, the only perks are games, kinda passes the time real quick. thats the nicest part. orchard.. just plain SICK of it alr. don tthink i want to go anymore. sigh.. today, after dodgebal just felt so dead. maybe its me, maybe its the company, ahhhhh whatever it was, i just didnt feel 'fun' or feel like having fun. life sucks real bad now. when i chat online, i dont know la, its all so superficial, just surface value thats showing, just a mask i guess. which really really sucks. crap, i need russell to cheer me up, he makes me laugh.

9:18 PM

20040924

lkjsdkl;j arghhh chinese test tml!
and the movie tomorrow! but im BROKE!
all thanks to the stupid bus taking everyday, its burning at least 2.20 everyday and im broke

shit. got utition in like 30 minutes but i alr planned to go late. as in late leaving house at 8.20. which means i hafta start changing now. ehehh life sucks.

8:01 PM

20040923

okaee i jsut hafta say this. today after sch we werwe walking down, pok walked past 05 an dstraight away looked the opposite direction from dawn. so me and thang laughed and dared him to look at ehr in the eye, he said come on la, so we walekd back. and when he reached 05, the loser suddenly said, eh? wheres suihang, im looking for suihang. BULLSHIT LA. stil dont daer to look at her. loser. he likes a girl he hardly ever sees.

11:09 PM

20040922

aljkslkdjafsdlk shit, feeling filled with dread now. prob cos parents are coming back tomorrow. that kinda sucks really big time. l;askjdfl;ksj SIGH. no more slacking huh? less internet, less goingout. i think i'll go out tml. last day anyway HOPEFULYL they'll have some trip again. soon. baldjsfdd asd

6:29 PM

2day rox man! It was probably da most fun day i have had in a freakin while. Life is so stressful nowadays and I guess i really need sometimes 2 actually forget bout skol stuff like 2day. 04IP01 got dis picnic thing dat was organized by da teachers. Thank u all, u guys really rox. First we got some food and everything but that wasn't da main part. Da guys suggested da whole class 2 play Whacko just 2 sabo da shit out of Russell. But next thing you know bunch of funny stuff started 2 come out n it was hillarious. Here's da list of all da shit:
Mrs. Ang= Nina, Angela, Navina, Coco
Mrs. Soh= Vicky
Mrs. Low= Vicky also....(tsk tsk tsk)
Mrs. Wee= WeiGe, MeiSan, and Tammy
Mrs. Chan= Dot
..... And da list go on and on and on and on and on and on and on.........
The rest of da days was ok, had IH, Math, Bio, and WP. Nothin difference dan normal days. But somehow i felt like i can really concentrate 2day. Don't feel sleepy or anythin. Hahahahahahah! I'm a bit hyped now. Don't noe wy..... Hmmm, weird...
Oh yeah, yesterday night i watched Titanic again. Shit man, last time i watched it was like 4 or 5 years ago. Damn watchin it again got me realized lots of thin dat i didn't really care b4. Arg, i can't stand it. The song is so damn nice, made me play it over and over da whole night!!! Urg, here it is....

My heart will go on
Celine Dion

Every night in my dreams
I see you.
I feel you.
That is how I know you go on.

Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on.

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone

Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

There is some love that will not go away

You're here, there's nothing I fear,
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on

Hehehehehehe! Nice song indeeed. Peace out. Better finish up my hydrosphere project now!!!!

4:13 PM

20040921

yaye! tonight i shall sleep early, and tml, i shall catch louis at the busstop again. ahahahh 163s rock. but their sbs, and sbs sucks. okae. then err shit la. cant remember what i was gg to say, oh yea, i am TRYING to stop using the f words, and i think im doign quite well! i havent used it online many times yet, infact, poks using them more than me. tsk. sldfjlsdfj ok i wanna sleep. i shall er......................... make them do them cultural exchange crap first. ahahahah okkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

theres always something in the way,
theres always something getting through
its not me.. its you`

10:05 PM

Blah, feeling quite good 2day. Part of it was because Manchester United beat Liverpool 2-1. Hahah. Once again, with the return of Rio Ferdinand, MU had shown it superiority 2 match up with any freakin team in da whole world. I mean look at how badly damaged the MU squad is, Gary Neville injured, Ruud Van Nisterooy haven't regain his full fitness, Louis Saha got fucked when playing for France! Like wtf man! And comparing the new Liverpool, they got Cisse, Xabi, and bunch of good Spanish lads playing for them. Not to mention Milan Baros, Steven Gerrard and Harry Kewell. Man, that was one hell of a match. Damn nice man, just to watch da highlights make me feel good already. Hahahah! Just wait for 1 to 2 more weeks then MU will be unstoppable. With the return of Gary Neville, Rooney will make his first MU debut after suffering from a broken foot in Euro. Saha might be able 2 play also. Mwhahaha, then those god damn Arsenal will have no chance at all cause MU will show them how great this team is.
Ok, enough with soccer stuff!!!! Nothin much happens 2day also. For PE, we finally get 2 play soccer. Woohoo, feel so nice just being able 2 run around, kickin da shit out of da soccer ball make me feel damn good. But i still love softball and baseball more. Hahah!
Dats bout it 4 2day. Gonna go have dinner now. PeacE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

6:28 PM

20040920

okaee. ahahah! the teachers ont he tag boards are just HILARIOUS. ahahaha too bad all the damn tagboards are down now. or id be having tons more fun. sheeesssh stupid. only got a few people to tag on and most of them ive already done. asdlfjasdl;fjaskldfj crap. aiyee shit. must go do bio or smth al;afjsfl;ksd yawn i am SUPER tired. but no, i shall not sleep too early. must do work. aosjdfso ahahah right work. shit la. ET nowadays keep disconencting me, dumb fucks, time to get a new game aloready. LOUIS SUCKS LA. MAKE ME MISS SO MANY BUSSES ALL THE TIME> DONT WANT TO WAIT FOR HIM ANYMORE

9:32 PM

i just havfta say this. I AHVE COMPLETED IH OH YEA BABY. it took me a grand totaly of 3 horus. please applaud. ive NEVER done so much work before. except for MI essay, which wasnt erally work. asdf o oh yea! but now no more time to play enemy territory. think i'll slp now. shit tired. and bro not gg sch tml. ah crap. hafta take bus alone. sucks

1:59 AM

20040918

aieee shit researching for IH has made me think so much, just kinda hafta let it all out. what happened to US? the lone super power in the world. military might beyond all other countries combined. thinking has led me to believe that its war is not one for true liberation of captive souls, but one of a bully flexing his muscles. think about it, how can iraq pose a threat to US. its military is far setback from the gulf war, it has weapons taht expired decades ago. useless weapons, even if they worked. iraw did NOT have the capability to attack US from where it is. and what? a war on terrorism? here you are:
The unlawful use or threatened use of force or violence by a person or an organized group against people or property with the intention of intimidating or coercing societies or governments, often for ideological or political reasons.
and what may i ask you, is the war on iraq? does its citizens not feel fear when seeing US troops armed to the teeth storming through house after house, with little regard of the inhabitants. the war itself, could very well be the symbol of terrorism at its worst. how many iraqis have died, innocent mind you, for the sake of liberation. in the end, whos there left to liberate then? how many countries really DO have nuclear capabilities but yet remain untainted by the withering touch of US? why iraq? revenge? show of might? picking on the already wrong view of middle-easterns? all wrong. fine then, lets settle on the agreed. a pre-emptive strike against possible attack from iraq. spend years waiting then, when will that attack come? never. simply because of the poor state iraq is in, war torn, unable to pick itself up from past wars. but here you have, US just pushing itself through countries, whacking them, taking them out of the arena, no longer a competitor for world number one. so you attack. what, gives them that all powerful air and knowledge that iraq will attack.

nuclear capabilities. a subject long fought over, rights to it. whats this, a nuclear arms race.. why do people even bother making weaopsn over weapons. just more machines which do nothing but destroy. is that what humans have become themselves. in the long run for self-preservation, have humans become destructors themselves? wha tmakes the US so sure they are responsible holders of nuclear weapons? who judges you? ultimately it is God above, but somehow, they have already taken the liberty of determining who is right who is wrong, who is good who is bad. already so full of arrogance and pride, so washed up in self-image and mindless flattery they already think they're gods.

sure, then lets say that saddam was a tyrant. US now is the international police, running around liberating. who says they are right in their thiknign. i don tknow la. i just feel so, lost. what are we erally in this giant board. coming back to us. we're nothing. what do we fight for in the end. you can spend your whole lives fighting for it, you will still lose it. but imagine having gifts for an eternity. how ironic then, that you do not fight for those gifts.

sigh, i just dont know what to do now. bigger things happen and we are, really, powerless to do anything against it. US has already become a superpower so strong, and with its initiative to prevent other countries from progressing far enough, it will probably always be. oh well, i got ideas on what US will do next but id rather not say it out. maybe you can talk to me(: hahah ok whatever. but this is really a depressing entry huh?

i wanna be more god-like, not full of power and supremacy. i want to be humble and meek. more like God, to be a beacon for him in dark times. but its so hard breaking away from my old nature. ~~satan~~ has already gripped me so hard. yeaa, but with God, im sure i can do it.. just got to try harder.

7:48 PM

Blah, felt better after a long sleep. Suppose 2 meet my bio group at 9am 2day but i freakin woke up at 8.45, was half an hour late but is ok i guess. They were just discussin some stuff only, didn't miss much stuff! Blah, i gotta say our bio script is damn crappy and hilarious. Oh man.
Suppose 2 do humans last night but winded up playing CM instead. Haha, my manchester united team rox. Just bought Diego and Zlatan Imbrahimovich for 50 million pounds all together. Hahah, need 2 buy a new goalkeeper though. Should it be Buffon or Frey??? Hmmm!
Then Vicky smsed me and talk crap for a while. Found out lots of new stuff that i never know b4. Blah, then William got this bunch of cartoons which i found quite interesting and we just started watching them. damn lame man, the storyline is a bit shitty but da fightin parts r cool man. Hahah! Blah, gonna go back n do Humans essssssssay now.
"Let there be piss in my mind"

2:12 PM

20040917

ok this is superrr cool thang just updated and im right after him. whhoooooopp! ok today was exciting, i mean, i didnt DREAD school today. must be because theres no chinese. GET THE HINT? dumb teachers(: ok, was pretty boring actually. woke up and played ET heard on my way down by ryan the moment i turned my radio on this morning, so i couldnt get it out of my ehad. bwarrh. the external instructor was funny! hahahah

`i like you

8:05 PM

Arg, FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. Had you ever experience a day where evrythin gone wrong and shit like that. Well, thx to a certain fucker i felt like that 2day. Fucking shithead man, could have beaten up that motherfuckin piece of shit 2day. Fuck, i swear 2 god i could have fucked him up badly 2 day. Man, i was fucking having this terrible headache after the SPIRE talk cause i think da aircon in da lt was 2 damn cold. We almost reach our damn class until a certain fucker came up and fucking piss Tim off. Fuckin shit was pushed by Tim and he wanted 2 punch Tim face. Out of all da fuckin thing in this world, wad i can't stand is seein someone tried 2 land punches into my best friend face. I'm gonna fuck any ass hole wo does that no matter how big he is. But that thing can be forgiven if the fucking ass hole Choy had stopped, but guessed wad. He had 2 try 2 act cool and started talkin big again. I swear Choy, out of all the thing you could have said, u picked the wrong one. Never ever make fun about da Vietnam war in front of my goddamn fucking face because my grandpa died in battle so my grandma and my dad gotta suffered alot of stuff. Fucking shit man, i felt like going straight down 2 da softball cabinet and just grab a fucking baseball bat and whack the living shit out of him. You can be racist 2 me, i don't really care, i don't take thing 2 heart but once you touched into the subject that is related 2 my family, i'm gonna fucking whack you. Goddamn it, this fucking shitty thing ruined my whole fucking day. I just realized sth 2day, Singaporeans never really experienced war and they only hear bout war from news and shit but they never had heard from the real life story. I mean do they really know wad exactly happen in war. I'm really sorry if any of you read this and feel offended about this but in my opinion i think this is the truth. You guys really don't noe wad innocent people have 2 go through during war. I noe that you guys can get info from the net or just watchin TV. But do you have someone to sit wit you and talk bout war and its effect! No right! If you do, does that person cry when they r just simply reflectin back their memories. FUCK NO! Out of all the person in this world, i respect my family the most, eventhough i don't get well wit them all the time but deep down inside, i noe they care bout me and they noe i cared bout them also. My dad had suffered don't noe wad shit through out his childhood but in da end he still turn out 2 b a succesful and respected person. So just 2 warn all of you out there, i'm gonna fucking beat up everysingle shithead wo talk shit bout da vietnam war. FUcking Shit. If you have any problem wit me, just fuckin go up 2 me face 2 face and say it out. I'm sure we can work out some shit. But choy, you fucking have a problem wit me and you say shit like that, u r lucky cause your fuckin skull ain't cracked yet!!!
You know wad, i'm not gonna let this little annoyin mother fucking ass hole affect me. There r more important things 2 worry bout at this moment of my life. But i swear 2 god, if you make the same fuckin comment again, be assure that my knucle will find your face.
Lastly, if I piss off anyone 2day, I'm really sorry! I wasn't being myself. Please accept my sincere appology. I didn't mean any thing at all. "Thang" signing off!

6:58 PM

20040915

Borin day as usual. Wtf so tired now. Got math quiz 2morrow. Hope i'll do a good job 4 it. hahaha, my math is improving by a lot already. I'm proud of myself but must not get 2 complacent. Shit man, must buck up on other subject already. Peace out! Here's an old but great song that i just found!

Smash Mouth- All Star

Somebody once told me the world is gonna roll me
I ain't the sharpest tool in the shed
She was looking kind of dumb with her finger and her thumb
In the shape of an "L" on her forehead
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow

[Chorus:]
Hey now you're an All Star get your game on, go play
Hey now you're a Rock Star get the show on get paid
And all that glitters is gold
Only shooting stars break the mold

It's a cool place and they say it gets colder
You're bundled up now but wait 'til you get older
But the meteor men beg to differ
Judging by the hole in the satellite picture
The ice we skate is getting pretty thin
The waters getting warm so you might as well swim
My world's on fire how about yours
That's the way I like it and I never get bored

[Repeat Chorus 2x]

Somebody once asked could I spare some change for gas
I need to get myself away from this place
I said yep what a concept
I could use a little fuel myself
And we could all use a little change
Well the years start coming and they don't stop coming
Fed to the rules and I hit the ground running
Didn't make sense not to live for fun
Your brain gets smart but your head gets dumb
So much to do so much to see
So what's wrong with taking the back streets
You'll never know if you don't go
You'll never shine if you don't glow
[Repeat Chorus]

6:40 PM

20040914

alsdfjlaskdjfkasdl crap i wish i had peace. pervading permeating pure peace. no one bothers me, but NOO i haf to be bothered. siggggggggghhh. oh wells, happy i nearly topped ET server cept for this engr loser who keeps cheating. LSDFJKladksjfsldkfj i grenaded him(: and they wanted to vote me out, lucky they voted no. yaye. i continued playing then bro stopped me shit. but enough for the day already la, getting better with a thompson! yes! LOL. light weaons specialist go brigadier general crumblik! and i think crumblik sounds super 'cute' 'cool' alsdjfsdlkfjs ok todae took neos so fun! right hot guys? yaye neos rock. LOL. i like the fuck ones. yayayaya. ok i think we polluted the machiens. next time must get that ass shot properly
ok enough alr. i awnna finish chatting and SLP

10:18 PM

Blahhhhhhhh, 2day was a bad bad day. But in a way it's still fun cause da 01 guys finally got a chance 2 have an outing all 2gether 2 go take NeoPrints. Mwahahah. Sorry Woon JEck, but it's really ur fault dat u caught a flu 2day.
anyway, finished school feelin depressed bout my damn grades. if any teacher is readin this thing, i'm sorry ok. I mean i tried my hardest but somehow when taking test(especially those you have 2 memorize lots of stuff ones) I kinda blank out. Its not that i don't study, somehow i still can't get over the fear of failin da test even b4 actually takin it. I've tried my best and it already showed that my grades that i somewhat improved but i still don't know why i can't pass. I'm really sorry, i'll try even harder this term.
K back 2 da normal part, after catchin a 171 2 go far east, we meet a bunch of ACS(B), they were full of shit da whole way man. I really felt like punching one of them in their face. Damn, how come ACS(B) kids r so damn irritatin?
Urg, anyway, got out of da damn bus n decided 2 go n eat at Burger King at first. But then me n reg wanna try out da damn ultimate chicken meal thing from KFC and went 2 buy there instead. But when we came back, we realized dat we cannot brin outside food in. So then we gotta sit outside and eat. Fuck man, i felt like a fucking retard. Urg! But then TIm and Pork came out n eat wit us. Thx guys!
Hahah, the real fun part began when all da guys started goind 2 da neoprints shop. Man everyone was like looking at us like we r some retarded and faggots shit like that. It's understandable i guess, i mean wad would ur reaction b if ya c a bunch of guys takin neoprints?? Guess so! We took a buch of pictures, 20 i guess, alll of them were hot simply cause all O1 guys r hot man. Mwahahah*ego*. Then we choose 6 best ones, haha, darn cause of Tim we don't have da "Dao you" pic. Shit man, that one was one of da hottest. Shittttttt. We got some magnificent shit afterward though. Tim, can u scan them n put them on our blog please. Thx!
If u r reading this blog, i bet that u r questionin wy da fuck did those guys do this. The answer is simply 2 make fun of gal habit. I mean, u gals can spend don't noe how much money on sth like this everysingle time u go 2 town or sth. Darn, that;s bad. But please don't hate 01 guys, we r just so bored and just wanna do sth crazy yet meaningful in a way so... please accept our APOLOGIES if anyone of u gal readin this felt offended. Peace out! "thang signing off"!

6:10 PM

20040913

ah shit jsut stood up and head hurts so bad, i shall not take painkillers, as my bb does, poks fault aljfldsjfasd, i wanan read the halo book ghnahes lent me but too tired, sigigh. and STOP ASKING WHY IR EAD, its NICER than the game. huh!

10:00 PM

arghhhasdfkljaskl;dfjaskldfjsdkl; headache ouch i dont like cos it hurts, must be cos of oks rotten balls, so lousy. gave me a heache. ouch, cant do work all his fault. shit la, i dont understand fucntions assignment 2, its all crap argh asdfoasjdfo;asjdfkjaso;df crap shit and to guys who read this please bring your fans. and if you have extra bring for me! i dont have): tough guys! yeaaa go guys ahahahhhhhhahah shit tml math first period, I SHALL SURVIVE roaraoraorr! roar! ah sht, i shall employ my special diverting topic and hiding and excusing skills! rarhahroarjsa dfbye bye

9:46 PM

20040912

alsdkjf;lsdkjf cant really be bothered to blog anymore. so interesting gg arnd looking for friends blogs through the internet, go google and type ahaha quite interesting. and i think pok is some fucked up loser, the songs helistens to omg, ok whatever, sch reopens tomorrow kinda dread it. aiiii shit, stuck here for 3 more years, or maybe not. ahahha shit must study hard already. last term just chiong and hope to get above 2.7 see if im lucky ahahhaah crap

9:43 PM

Here's a great song(indeed). Somehow i find this relate 2 my feelin right now. I noe it sound gay n everythin but sometimes guys can have their sensitive sides right? Hahah!

She will be loved
Maroon 5

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be lovedI know where you hide

Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Yeah

[softly]
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Try so hard to say goodbye

3:43 PM

Tirrrrrrrrreddddddddd!
Skol is startin back 2morrow. Gosh, i really don't noe wad da hell 2 xpect 4 da next term. Must do a betta job 4 next term, promised myself already. Hahah. But will it work??? Guess its all up 2 me. I'm gonna start muggin like a fuckin nerd cause i need da damn grades and everything. Not that it matter 2 me, it matter 2 other things that will affect my future. I wannna go back US. Fuck man, i miss US more than i miss Vietnam. Damnit wad's wrong wit me. I wanna study politic there. FUCK FUCK FUCK!
Arg, u noe wad, fuck this whole thing! I'm just gonna b myself and work my way 2ward da damn goal. Mwahahah, me and Tim will dominate da damn world and gonna freakin kill everyone wo r against us.
anyway, almost finish my damn assignment already. I'm feelin a bit betta already. Really looking 4ward 2 2morrow. Hahah, miss all my friends so freakin much. Holidays in S'pore are damn borin!!! Peace....

3:25 PM

20040910

Yo!!!
Haven't blogged 4 so long already. Guess i got nothing 2 blog bout. Darn, so freakin tired these days, always seem 2 b on a drowsy mode. Lie wtf man, i get enough sleep everyday but doesn't seem 2 help dat much. wad da hell did i do over da hols anyway. No hw done yet, just finished da bio play thing, look 4 some of bush speeches but beside dat nothin else.
Shit man, I really don't understand litho assignment. Damn it, i mean i look at da diagram n my brain just seems 2 b malfunctionin. Shit, how how how???
Guess must start askin my beloved seniors 2 help my azz out. I'm lie damn extra, all my seniors r damn smart n everythin. No wait, not just my seniors, even all da other scholars r quite smart. I'm da only shitty dumb one. Guess life is lie dat, it can nv b fair. There'll just b ppl around u dat make ur damn life miserable. I mean look at da bitch Phoebe 4 instant, my parents 4eva compare her 2 me. Lie wtf man, do they really even noe wad exactly is happenin. I mean, she spent 23h59 min of her damn day muggin. Lie wtf, if i mug lie dat I'm sure i'll b able 2 get 4.05 also.SHIT. But then she nv goes out, probably got 1 or 2 friends only. Wad kind of life is that anyway. I mean my grades r not so good. Ok, they r bad but then come 2 think of it, I still love my life. Why? cause i have friends wo r willin 2 help me out weneva i need them. I mean a life without any friends can b considered as shit already. Lets look at it dis way, how many smart ass out there that can b able 2 succed in their damn life. Barely! Cause all of those smart azz have no social skills at all. Bill Gate is a fuckin high school drop out. Da president of Sony didn't even attend high shool, but where r they now. Fucking richest guys in da whole damn world.
Out of all this, I'm just trying 2 prove dat grades r not everythin. Hopefully teachers n parents will figure this out someday.
So as da hols r passin by. I'm really lookin 4ward 2 da new terms where anything can happen! Lie wtf, let just hope that i'll do betta 4 tests next term cause up till now all my parents care bout r GRADES!

5:54 PM

20040909

ok, im feeling so boody happy now, kidna happy happy not outside happy. yaye.cant tell why. byee

11:23 AM

20040908

retard. pok cried during 13 goign on 30

10:02 PM

retard. pok cried during 13 goign on 30

10:02 PM

20040907

fjasdjfasd foooooooooooooooook. half the hols gone already. what kind of shit hols is this nayway. hafta go back to sch EVERYDAY. dieieeeeeeeeeee got this dreadful feeling about my hols hw. too much to handle, got some bio drama thing i heard, but NOTHING HASHAPPENED WHOOOO! ok whatever. eh, to those who read and discriminate homosexuals. LET THEM FUCKIGN BE. what, your born a chinese an ppl discriminate, you like? same thing, dig? its their choice, they were born that way, unnatural maybe, but who determines what is right anyways, who the fuck are you to judge ppl, on the basis of your own judgement, which probably isnt worth fucks. homosexualilty is not wrong, who determines right anyway.

but do bear in mind, i am not gay, im doing this because i feel incensed against people who dont give homosexuals life.

9:43 PM

lhkasldkfj feck. shouldnt have come for this lame ass producer course, wasting my time la. finish at 5, my whole day is gone. huruhr, yaye, think tml father and sister and grandmother going overseas, ahaha. quiet house, again. so sad, and pok is also updating, but he dont wanan let me see what hes typing and shit i think tinho likes me he kept msging ms last night. gay feck laaaaaaa. matt was chatting to this lame crap ass gay just now, half naked and he eveen showed me his middle fingers, like wth la, i was peaceful. ;lajskdfl;kasdjf fuck so boring, thang is fuckign with pok now, scott and i were surfing porn just now, like so nice, show ppl fingering and blowing ahahhaha awlsfjalskjf wwhatever la i wanna go now bye

1:22 PM

20040906

ah shit, im so insensitive and compulsive, must refrain from making dumb comments from now on. hurhurhrualsfj l;askdfjl;asdfj! i havent blogged for how long now? retard, nevermind. i must go continue that story alr, i hafta go find it to continue, shit. got so much overdue im goign to die, but somehow, just suffering from writers block. ahahah! cant write anything at all. hahahahah! dont know la, i jsut stare at paper or microsoft word nowadays and NTOHING FLOWS. shit. ahhaha, crap. BE GLAD YOU EXIST. you know how hard it was for those billions and billions and billions and billions of atoms to come together to form exactly you? it wasnt chance, it was something else, and it was done on PURPOSE. you arent a mistake, your a gift to the world. no matter how, the world cant get any worse, you were put to make it better, no matter how. hmm yes, im drinking ice mountain water, i dont think its really from ice mountain, whered they get the rights to use the water. you know something, the way people fight for land all taht. who says its theirs. they were put on earth, earth wasnt put below them. its not theirs, it isnt given to us, its just loaned to us for our short miserable lives. so keep it clean for the next generation. damn mosquitoes, i think im causing a hole in the ozone layer. too much cfc. -cough cough-

oh yes! special mention to, drumrolls and drops, DAIDEE QUEEN LIYAN! her hand rules the table, none surpass her, or is it really? her powers are so far unbeatable. come watch the match this ________ when the mysterious daidee emporer tim will trash daidee queen. come witness the falling of the once daidee superpower.! ROAR GO TIM yaye!

9:07 PM

20040902

Blah, Blah, Blah. Don't noe wad's wrong wit me again these days. Fucking shit. So damn hard 2 concentrate on one topic for a long period of time. So tired. So sleepy for lie 95% of my time. I think i'm showing sign of burning out and shit... I think i must use my sept holiday 2 recharge myself. Fuckin shit, I think i belong to a group of ppl wo actually failed litho test. I'm really scared now. I don;t wanna fuck up anymore. Its not that I didn't study. Arg, fuck it, I studied damn hard for it but somehow my innerself told me that i fucking failed this darn thing. FUCK.FUCK.
Man.... Ok, now to the more positive stuff. Our MI the other day were quite good. I mean we putted up a good show n everythin, it was funny, it was sick in a way, but in the end the concept of language is still there. Haha, we rock man. Go Keith, Angie, Vicky, n Karen. Haha. Then 2day, our litho PBL grade was given out, we freaking go 87% man. hah, we were the group that everyone else look down on. We were the underdog but then we really showed them how hardworking as well as what we r capable of (**egoistic**).
K, thats about all for 2day, getting back out litho test 2morrow n taking IH test also. Gotta go back 2 mugging and worried mode now. PISSSSS!!!

11:52 AM