20050826

Haiz!
Just came back from training, it was good. I felt great 2 day, noeing that my stamina had improved a lot. Did 10k without feeling much pain. Gotta work more on my stroke though. No one can ever b good enough in this team.
But then wad happened during and after training really made me sad.
Come on guys, we r a team, bonded 2gether through all those tough training. U were the one that told me 2 come in every training with e right attitude, 2 give my best 4 every training, and of course, nv give up. U were e person that i look up 2 during training cause i noe u put in a lot of hardwork. Come 2 think of it, u go from T1 2 K2 in just a mere 6 months is a great achievement. Everyone make mistake, just take it easy next time k. U r my big bro in e team.
I wanted 2 say a lot of things during debrief 2 day. I shouldn't state it out here cause i noe it might upset lots of other seniors in my last CCA. ( N if u bitches r unhappy bout e comments that i told Reg, face me n fucking say it 2 my face. I can n will defend my belief. If not then Shut The Fuck Up)
Sigh, didn;t feel vvv good 2day during skol. Damn it, may b all those supplements that I'm taking might have a bit of side effect.
Ok, shall go study 4 my bio station quiz.
Thang
Signing off!

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Few days haven't blogged already. Quite lot of stuff 2 do at night so don;t really have time 4 it. Sigh!
Trainin on Monday was a killer 4 me. I wanted 2 cry after e damn thing. After 1 week not rowing, I already feel shit enough when we got out of e water. Then, only 2 realize that 4 each capsize e whole team gotta do 100 push ups. 6 ppl capsized n got a few didn't bring umbrellla so it all stock up 2 700 push ups. Freak! Did 400 after e thing, we still owe 300 more though. My shoulder nv hurt that bad b4!
Today nth much happened. I finally get a gist of how 2 do AP GP questions. Haha. Good, good!
Shall go shower now, Take care dear!
Thang
Signing off!

Sigh!
Damn it, I feel damn sad after e talk thing 2day! U r e person that i respect, u r e person that i always look up to. U n coach r e people that i respect e most. I noe i let e team down but then I noe that i let u down even more. I still have e passion 4 softball but then I don't think there are any chances that I will ever go back 2 softball. Thank u 4 believing in me though. I will do my best!
After skol went 2 do some self training. Did 5k, i felt good after e run, let all e pain n worry go away.
After that i played some tennis with cejin and derrick. Had loads of fun!
Shall not write anymore. Good night!
Thang
Signing off!

somethings wrong with my wireless adapter AND wired networking
so fuct
school sucks too
together with a lack of wc
sucks

my big toe feels numb
is numb
so im banging in arnd alot. tryign to get feelign back:(

I just found out sth damn scary! James got ED and AIDS at e same time.
I don't really understand how the hell can that happen.
I mean, look at it this way, once u have ED, ur dick cannot raise up then how e hell can u actually have sex in e first place. Haiz!
The mofo is also damn inconsiderate, he knows that he got AIDS like a few years ago but he nv even bothered 2 tell anyone. I feel pity 4 that 15 years old cheerleader. So young and yet she has 2 die soon alredy.
James is such a bastard. Shame on him!
Thang
Signing off!

DAMN i'M BORED!
Must go study or sth later. Catch up wit some of e works.
Yesterday was tirin but fun! Went 2 eat at seoul garden 4 savage farewell. Mr Yong was also there. Quite funny at e fact that all of us were pigging out like mad. Heheh! Ice cream, meat, drinks, n loads more. Lucky he was ok wit it.
I don't realy wanna talk bout training. Just hope those things will not happen 2 me again. I must be strong and put in a lot of effort.
Sigh!
THang
Signing off!

egalitarianism is bs
i think its smth society and the upper class ppl come up with, to convince the lower class ppl its their fault theyre stuck at the btm
or smth the lower class ppl came up with to convince themselves that. i don tknow. but i know its bullshit.
they say it but hardly anyone means it.b
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NV DRINK WATER STRAIGHT FROM E RESERVOIR! u'll get fucking water poisioning.
E whole damn day felt like my stomach is upside down. God damn it, in addition 2 that my fucking flu is getting worse and worse and worse... I seriously prefer dying than living like a fucking disabled like this. DAMN! I fucking hate getting sick, I fucking hate getting injured. It makes me feel useless, it makes me feel like I'm just some fucking burden like that. I'm already e weakest member of e team already! FUCK.
MI test was ok, but then towards e end of e paper, i was having a light fever. Felt like SHIT.
Econs test is easier than MI, hope i do ok 4 it. Afterall, i studied like shit 4 e past week already.
I'm too tired.
Gonna go sulk in some dark corner now, like a pile of shits.
Thang
Signing off!

8:03 PM

20050810

today was fucking tiring.
I was literally dying in training. My nose were blocked and so i couldn;t breath properly. Then half way suddenly got this crazy string of coughs... I really wanted 2 die... Haiz.... Feel a little bit better now.
Went 2 meet my econs group after training. Woa, its seriously crazy. We just discussed some econs stuff then from then on it was bridge all the way. Sigh. A few hours wasted, but i still learned something new. HOW 2 PLAY BRIDGE!!!!
Sorry just now, couldn't talk 4 long. later k!
I'm tired n I haven't really noe all e concepts of econs as well as MI yet.
I'm so fucking screwed.
Off 2 mug now, shall have no dinner then.
Thang
Signing off!

6:24 PM

20050809

Today was great.
I went 2 Woonjeck house 2 do project with James n Pok. Haha! I think for our skills in filming, we did quite a good job actually. now we just gotta put everything 2gether and things will b great.
We can do it guys, lets make this project the best project out of e whole class. Heheh!
Surfing the net and watching NDP now. Sigh, I wonder wy they gotta bring all those weapons and stuff out 2 day. Weird, damn weird....
Hey cool, loads of Indians just popped up from e screen. Hehe. they look rather funny. White ppl r walking up as i typed this now. hehe. Remind me of reggie. Haizzzzzz, a lot of thesse r damn bull shit one... Wad e hell.
Bored as shit. Training 2morrow. must go n rest a bit now.
Thang
Signing off!

7:44 PM

20050808

funnny how alexander the great died of a fever

10:12 PM

2day was super tiring but i feel damn good!
I ROWED T1 already. 12km. Not much but i feel like i have achieved sth. I only capsize once. Yay!
My arms and face and legs r burned. Hehe! Its all red now.
I think my nose is getting worse and worse. It was running like shit throughout training.
Haiz... Aren't we all better off without our noses.
The whole thing at skol 2 day was super boring. I did not do any shit at all. Sigh!
I'm tired.
2morrow still got 2 film the LA project.
Thang
Signing off!

8:17 PM

20050807

US sucks
i dont understand why they had to drop the bomb in a city
drop two bombs in two cities
when i say i hate u.s. i mean the government and stuff
as;ldjf;lkj nvm

9:25 PM

DAMN BORED!
e whole day just lie around trying 2 study 4 econs and MI. Haiz...
BORED BORED BORED BORED BORED.
hehe, as u can see I'm really really bored.
Thang
Signing off!

7:18 PM

Dim Sum Dollies r not so great anymore. Last year one was os much better. Haizzzzzz. This year its a bit 2 crude and some parts r not even funny... Sigh.... And Choy stand a chance 2 win a freaking car.... Wad's this????
After training rushed back home and eat dinner and prepare 4 the thing... I ran like shit most of the time cause i was afraid i will be late 4 e show. Lucky e 171 came quite fast... Met e guys at Marina Square at 715. Walk around a bit then goes 4 e show. Quite cool. hehe.
I didn't go 4 e canoe polo 2day. Having a freaking bad headache now. My nose r running and I'm coughin like shit also. Fuck! I hope i won't get sick. Must stay strong. I'm still e weakest member of the team now.
Ok, I'm tired. Going 2 sleep some more now.
Thang
Signing off!

11:58 AM

20050806

Damn, 1 whole week I have not blogged. Too busy and tired with life i guess.
Chemistry test and physic test r both ok. I really hope e results don;t turn out like shit. I studied.
Training the past 2 weeks have been fun. TIRED but FUN.
I need 2 improve a lot on my stamina and stroke. Must catch up wit the others and fast!
Thang
Signing off!

2:03 PM

20050803

finally got rid of flooooble

9:18 PM