I kinda agree with Tim. The hols kinda suck. But at least i noe that it will be more fun 4 me to stay here. Go back i'll have no one 2 hang out wit. All of them r mugging already. Hur hur!
4:18 PM
20050528
its going to be boring. full of studying and shit. im sure
after all i failed almost every subject. far from teh 3 im supposed to get for thsi term. kinda fucked
sigh i dont know wha tot say about this whole fucked up probation shit
i hope the hols pass real fast.11:03 PM
I hate myself!
Thang
Signing off!8:55 PM
Woke up early in e morning realizing that i lost my election form. Had 2 rush 2 skol 2 collect one more, heh. Damn shit.
Then i went out and meet the guys at cine. James were having a damn bad time deciding wad movie should we watch. in e end, we decided 2 watch (mandagascar???) . Since the show is at 230, we went 2 play lan 4 one hour. I got raped by e guys as usual. Hur hur. Stupid Pork and his AWP. Bleah. The knife game was fun except for a little cheater wo always pull out a gun when he was about to die. I WONDER WO THAT IS.
Then the movie was great. It was damn funny. I think u all should go watch it.
So ya, thats about all that happened thus far. Just got news from my mom that my dad uncle finally passed away. Well, i guess the earlier it is, the better it is for him. No more suffering, no more pain from this more or less fucked up world. He'll get 2 join his whole family up there in heaven. He should be happy. But then for me, i promised him a lot of things. I promised 2 buy a car for him, taking care of him when i grow up.... But then now all is lost. I did not keep any promise at all.
And come 2 think about it, I lost 3 person close 2 my heart in the last 4 years. Now I only got my grandma left. I just don't wanna lose her. I noe i can't keep her there with me forever, but then i just hope that she won't leave me when i am not by her side. I don't think i can take it if that ever happen.
Things r not going in e right direction right now. But at least I noe that my FRIENDS will be there for me. Thx guys.
Thang
Signing off!5:04 PM
20050527
Everything is going in e opposite direction that i want it to go! This suck! Come to think of it, end of term is like shit 2 me, I'll miss my friends a lot.
I noe e true reason why!
THang Singning off!7:46 PM
20050526
it always takes me too long to find out that someone close to me has a problem or whatever
though i should have realised way long ago.
and insensitive at that. oh boy8:57 PM
20050525
on one hand. ive done so much better than what i would have done. but. its still far from the 3 mark im supposed to reach. 3.5 for my dad
sigh
FAR FAR away from it
and i hate it when people always say who and who is a bad influence etc
it sucks so much. its not like that person is purposely sticking to someone. or that hes forced to be with the person
sighsaihgihsighsighsi im off to drown my misery with more wc5:56 PM
20050523
theres fuckign school tomorrow. i dotnwanna go
it spoils my record11:15 PM
20050522
Spend e whole day in e room trying 2 study bio org... Quite hard 2 remember everything... Damn sad...
Played soccer at around 5 with a bunch of guys. Once again, i managed not 2 get into arguments and fights. Damn, I am great or wad. hehe
I wonder wy gals r so scared of having fats. Look at me, i barely have any fats in my body. I need some u noe... hur hur
KK, nth much happened 2day anyway.
Thang
Signing off!11:00 PM
so i spent 16/22 of the day playing warcraft
its nice cos it absorbs. you dont think of anything while playing
heh
i dont now what happened to the tiems when all the 01 guys and stuff would all go out.
everything tiem i go out now its always the same guys.
james tinho scott,
no one else goes. sigh12:25 AM
20050521
Went out afterward. Had loads of fun but the most important thing is that the stress is relieved. I did sth good again. Hhehehee!
Shall take a bit of a rest 2day. Shall go back 2 mugging 2morrow 2 study 4 trigo and bio org.
Thang
Signing off!12:41 PM
20050520
11:18 PM
20050519
Keeping anger inside u is not good at all! So just scream, shout, do wadever u wanna do to make things better! I noe no one is perfect, things in life is unfair so might as well face it and when u finish, just forget bout it. It is affecting my mood also.
Thang
Signing off!10:18 PM
20050518
Thang
Signing off!8:02 PM
20050516
Such an interesting day! Whole day just sat around doing interesting things such as maths and electrochem. I gotta say it is one of e best day i had this whole year. Yup. See, i won e bet already. I think i got an extremely interesting day! Yup!
hehe!
I think my MSN cocked up. Cannot log in already. DIE DIE DIE!!!
Wad 2 do???
Thang
Sigining off!9:49 PM
20050515
when i move the nail it feels like its moving(??)
i feel like plucking it out:(10:50 PM
Played soccer with those mofos from CHS again. We just argued a bit, just some Fuck u were thrown around but no actual puches were thrown. A big improvement. Thx 2 me, cause i just kept my mouth shut n not do anything. See, some ppl still call me evil n stuff when i am actually damn nice n stuff. Hur hur.
Thang
Signing off!7:49 PM
20050514
Morning got training, was feeling damn sleepy at first cause of the rain but when da sun came up, everything started getting better.
I actually did ok when i pitched. Still got loads of room 4 improvement though.
After training the team went to Adam Road 2 eat. Ms Ling treated us 2 ice kachang! Quite nice.
Stupid college day. So damn crowded and boring. Nv mind.
Thang
Signing off!11:12 PM
20050513
Went out with e softballers after skol!
It was fun!
AND I got MVP Baseball 2005. Played 4 more than 5 hours just now. Should go 2 sleep soon cause there is still trainin 2morrow.
Thang
Signing off!11:40 PM
Went out with e softballers after skol!
It was fun!
AND I got MVP Baseball 2005. Played 4 more than 5 hours just now. Should go 2 sleep soon cause there is still trainin 2morrow.
Thang
Signing off!11:40 PM
and gave us lotsa presents and stuff. kept saying stuff like. in case they dont come back and stuff.
then they left a will/testament with my grandmother all that. plus keep sending emails tellign us to take care in case they dont come back all that.
im feeling kinda freaked out. like they know that something bad is going to happen
i dont know what id do if soemthing happened to both of them. :(
im praying nothing happens6:28 PM
ive never actually felt stressed
i dont know. is it because i dont let it get to me
or maybe im like somekinda superhuman:)
hurrah12:06 AM
20050512
I just finished MI paper. So happy!
Now still got bio org 2 do.
Thang
Signing off!7:11 PM
20050510
Nth much went on 2 day. Xcept the afternoon. IP interclass relay run!
04IP01 got 2nd. Good job guy! Lost to the bloody Ip1s by 0.03s! Damn sad.
Hope we can go back in time for the actual day!
Thang
Signing off!9:12 PM
20050509
Had lesson till 1140. Then make up physic lesson till don't noe when. Afterward was training!
Damn it!
HAPPY BDAY COACH!
Did loads of batting 2 day during training! Played as outfielders, catcher n my normal position. Had loads of fun! Li Hang was acting like a mother fuckin bastard 2 day. Damn funny!
Nth much 2 talk bout. Feeling confused right now! Shall not talk bout it since it will make things even worse. Considering the fact that assessment week is coming, there should be more important things in my mind. I will try my best this time. No more borderline failure of math test anymore!!! Promise! I shall think more bout it after the tests are over!
Thang
Signing off!10:18 PM
20050508
I HATE RAINY DAYS!
Make me feel so damn sleepy! I don't wanna sleep cause once i sleep, most likely i will sleep 4 10-12 hours. Hur hur! Bleah!
Played soccer in the afternoon! Almost got into a fight with a bunch of fucked up Chinese High motherfucker! They think they damn big coming out of that gay and fucked up skol? Argggg, i don't think i should care bout such shits like that. Fuck them!
Still got loads of work 2 do! Common test coming up! Must do well!
Thang
Signing off!9:13 PM
i hoenstly dont know why so little people like them.
hmm6:40 PM
20050506
arhhh what happened lol
got damn chem tml curse curse curse asldkjf
shit lahh10:54 PM
Nothing much 2 say! Must start mugging like shit already!
Thang
Signing off!9:48 PM
20050505
alskjdl fuck it10:07 PM
20050504
im struggling to finish all my essays and reports whatever due next week by this friday
so that when all ofyou assholes start to struggle i'llbe relaxing
hah
but its not coming along well
i cant find ANY info on SEA imperialism esp. after towards 1930s bs!
funny how it can take you a long time to realise the goal youve been trying to reach for your whole life, or maybe even a few months, may be all just a shadow.
something you will continue chasing and chasing but never actually find the real thing
hoom9:32 PM
20050503
TIM and ME are back together! So all of u gals interested in TIM, I am truly sorry because me and Tim are just inseperateable!(is that how u spell it???)
hehe, nth much happened 2day.
Went out after skol wit Mom to go shopping. Didn't buy much cause not really interested in anything. Mom don't allow me to have Ipod Shuffle! HmmmmmM!
RJ match 2morrow! Gonna try my best again!
Thang
Signing off!9:45 PM
20050502
its nto that i sleep around with THAT many people:(
i feel hurt
so this is where our one and a half eyars of friendship ends.
its.. painful to say the least
i guess i'll have to shut down this place. since it was only created to symbolise the eterna friendship we endeavoured to share
but now.
its so painful seeing how soemthing youve built up for so long with someone so close can just disppear in a moment of anger of spite
i dont know what to do anymore. thansk for the tiem we had together thang.
you'll always be my best friend( one of them)
ilu10:48 PM
20050501
wars come and go, but my soldiers stay eternal sounds nice and all its from bloody triple xXx which apparently, is the stupidest show ever. bah
im still addicted to u2, its the only nice male band which REALLY REALLY play songs
real songs at least.
come to think of it. i don tknow much female bands.
they suck
shit i had something to add but i forgot8:39 PM