20050731

Woa, the last 2 days have been extremely tiring 2 me. But then come to think of it, if I'm not going through all this pain right now, I will nv be able 2 become a better person overall. Haiz.
Yesterday was the first day of NCC, i didn't take part, just went there row around and help out other ppl. The only bad part of the day was the running thing. We all ran 1 hour straight, I wanted 2 die after a while but somehow i managed 2 finish it. Yay! After training we all have a nice time 2gether in team bondin. Damn shit that i gotta leave early cause i was exhausted.
Today was not so bad. Except i'm starting 2 get sunburn. Hehe, I'm gonna have a nice tanned skin soon. yay!
Anyway, skol is starting 2morrow. Damn shit. Must be good. NO MORE LOUSY ATTITUDE. I shall not let anyone down this term!
Thang
Signing off!

Heheh!!!
I'm feeling both sleepy and high right now. I seriously don't noe wad e hell is going wrong with me. Hur hur hur hur!!!! I crave sweets and loads of them... But i gotta resist!!!! Damn.
Got morning trainin 2day. It was fun and i find it very effective. Yay!!!!
Talked a bit wit some of the guys after their training also. Finally get 2 see them... I feel gay!
Thang
Signing off!

Damn it!
Haven't met any of my friends 4 the last 3 days. Cause all of us have different time table 4 the last week of enrichement weeks. Haiz, most likely won't see them 2morrow also cause I got nth on again. Can't wait till Friday....
Just had lunch with Wu Tian, waitin 2 go 2 trainin later. Damn its gonna b freaking hot out there 2 day.
I dont really care if people hate me 4 the decision I make, as long as I have true friends beside me.
Like i said!
I WILL NV WALK ALONE!

Thang
Signing off!

In the excel thing now!
I'm feeling extremely cold! God damn it... The stupid aircon is blowin right above my head...
huiming is also feeling very cold now. Wad is going wrong?????????
My muscles r freezing up! So is Huiming's!!!!
Damn!
Its super cold. N he just suggested that we should do some push ups. Oh god!!! Too cold how 2 do push up here!!! Later all e mucsles will tear.
Tim is suppose 2 be here but he's nowhere 2 be seen.
Why u leave me here alone in this cold and dark room wit e weird teacher.... Oh no.... My boyfriend abandonned me already.
Gosh!! Now its so cold that my fingers cannot type properly anymore. Shitssssss!
Ok!
Shall concentrate on my stuff now!
Thang
Signing off!

Woa!!!!
2day was rather TIRING! I could nv have imagined that i can row 4 10 km. Thx 2 malcom and liyuan pushing me on.
Now my shoulder n my back hurt like shit.... Damn
I won;t give up, I'm a member of the elites one alredy. I should go all the way!
Tim n Pok, thx 4 the support k. I really appreciate it. U guys r e best. Couldn't have wished 4 better friends than u 2.

Thang
Signing off!

eh why do so many fucking people have to involve themselves in things that arent relevant to them.
its his own decision. why does everyone have to slam him. question him
come on la, its his own personal choice, his own reasons. just let him be.
no need for public slamming

First trainin of canoe polo was fun. It was hard but fun! I gotta work a lot on my boat control skill otherwise i'll be paddling in a freaking circle. Haizzzzz. 2morrow morning got training at 745. 2 hours of real canoeing. Yay!

Well, well, well...
Let's see. If u all wanna noe wad ppl think of me, please refer 2 milomel.diaryland.com 4 a complete coverage of all the fucked up things that ppl can say bout me.
Come to think of it, u think u noe all bout me, u r FUCKING wrong. Just in 2 months u think u can tell bout all of my FUCKING intentions. Haha, I laugh at ur FUCKING stupidity.
I shall not bitch, i shall not do anything.
Now as the arrogant, elites ones of the school. Words don't really matter no more.
(People, please really go and read ok, its a good piece of writing)

Thang
Signing off!

11:22 PM

20050722

The stupid movie thing was cancelled today. Sigh! It was actually sth i wanna watch but the thing have to be cancelled. Damn shit la...
God damn it, how come so many ppl noe bout me quitting softball. Haiz, it ain't no big thing wad. Arggggggg.... E next person wo ask me wy i quit will get it from me. Fucking hell.
Went to play with Tim, Pok, Reg, Sx, Li Ang, Scott and the big annoying boy 2day. Hehe. Quite fun.
Shit la,,, just now was playing VOS, i was on form but suddenly got this god damn INDIAN women called me and spoke some indian stuff n made me lost my damn form. Haiz, could have beaten Yoga record already. Somehow for e last 2 weeks i got a lot of call from don't noe wad ppl. Is it cause of e Indian god messing with me??? Afterall, I'm quite bad to Ghanesh at times these days... OOOOOOOPPPPS.
Thang
Signing off!
U R WORTHLESS!

6:25 PM

20050721

It wasn't pleasant yesterday!
Knowing that it will be the last time I'm stepping onto e field as a softballer.
Sigh!!!!!
Leon talked 2 me bout some stuff but i:m really sorry, i guess I can;t change my mind.
Guess it will b a whole new beginning 4 me next week! But i noe I'm ready 4 it.
Thang
Signing off!

3:55 PM

20050719

YUP!
YUP!
YUP!
YUP!
YUP!
YUP!
YUP! I think I am ready! I noe I am ready! I noe I will not change my mind! I noe I will *****!
Thang
Signing off!

6:14 PM

20050718

TOday was fun!
But my I'm having a toothache!
DAMN!
Thang
Signing off!

4:15 PM

20050717

Damn it!
I gotta say its quite hard 2 make decision like this.
To leave sth!!!!
Sigh!
But then, real men noe when to stop!
Thang
Signing off!

10:13 PM

20050714

Yup!
I made up my mind already!
Come to think of it, there's nth left 2 keep me.
Now i just gotta wait 4 time 2 pass!
Then everything will b how it suppose 2 be!
Thang
Signing off!

2:20 PM

20050712

Enrichment week is fun!
Results don't matter
I can sleep all i wanna!
Its how much effort u put in
Its kinda cool!
Even if ya got last
N its very slack!
U still should believe in urself!
Hope all J1s and J2s have fun studying!

Thang
Signing off!

10:02 PM

20050710

ahh enrichment weeks begin
finally

9:44 PM

20050709

Damnnnnnnn.....
I don't feel good. My god damn stomach had been feeling funny e whole day. Hope i die soon. E damn world is full of crap nowadays anyway. This suck!
Somehow i don;t feel like living anymore. Come to think of it, everything i did 4 my whole entire life is worthless. Sigh.... Now my parents r so god damn piss wit me n stuff they don't even appreciate anything i do.
Sometimes i wish my grandma is still around, she's e only one that can understand me truly.
I'm too tired 2 continue.
Really hope i die soon!
Thang
Signing off!

7:54 PM

20050706

Fuck up day! FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT!!
I hate all of those dick sucking, mother fucking bitches. All they can fucking do all e time is talk n talk n talk n talk and....... but guess wad??? THEY DON"T DO A FUCKING SINGLE PIECE OF SHIT!
N that msg u sent me ain;t gonna affect wad i thought! This is 4 ur own good. I'm a GUY! Those kind of shits don't affect me. GO fuck ur friends.
I'm officially fucking pissed!
Thang
Signing off!

8:23 PM

20050703

hohoho
im sneaky

im having suspicions about windows media players shuffle, the songs still seem to follow a pattern
i might go try figure it out:D

jasldkjfl;aksdfjsdlkj im happppppyyyyyyyyy

10:36 PM

Just had dinner with Mr. Lim.
It was so nice, damn, I nv really think that talkin 2 a teacher is as easy as that. Talked about lots of thing, found out many secrets of teachers also. Hehe.
Damn, come 2 think of it, i really have 2 think bout wad i wanna become. Sigh, damn sad.
Well, thats bout all i did 2 day. It was a boring day though. Hehe.
At least 2morrow I might be able 2 go out. Yay!
Thang
Signing off!

9:02 PM

Yesterday was so fun!
Went out with e guys wanted 2 watch War of e Worlds but then its sold out therefore have 2 watch Batman Begins instead. Hehe.
Waited in e bus stop with Rusty 4 around 1 hour cause e god damn 171 nv come. Had some extremely *serious talk* wit him. Hehe. Damn... Poor Rusty, hated S'pore 2 e core alredy. Nv mind, hope ya can get out of here after A level.
I wanna go out again.
Thang
Signing off!

11:36 AM