20041028

Hai!!!!!
Vvvvvvvvvvv tired now! Feelin like shit.... My groin hurts.... I noe it may sound disgusting but believe me, it was because of trainin k... My legs r still like jellies like dat... Freak, come to think of it, we only ran 8 rounds yesterday n a bit of trainin but it felt worse dan PT. Damn it, my fitness is totally gone...
Hmm, thanks 2 Leon, now i have 2 b a back up pitcher.... Wad da hell man! Don't really wanna become a damn pitcher. Secondly, I can't pitch for freakin nuts....
Doing da COPD shits now... Bur bye!

Today is just one fucked up day!!! What have the world become??
The bio test which i spent da whole night studying still turned out quite bad. I mean, i got most of the question but wad i'm afraid of is that they will minus points for all da little mistakes that i might make. I DON"T WANNA FAIL DIS TEST!!! Stayed up till 4 plus this morning cause gotta rehearse for SPIRE also... Damn tired now, feelin damn dead da whole day.
Then come SPIRE presentation, to my suprise, the script that me n Russell wrote yesterday was a success, it was damn funny yet provokin k!!! ALL IP GALS R "FLATRONS" heheh.. Nah, jk only... I was a bit nervous n i think it showed but nv mind, wad done is done! Nothing i can do bout it...
WP was ok. Nothing much to talk bout.. Just finished Macbeth....
Then it come to pranks to bangs, da subject that i dislike the most. Damn fucking piss wit "TJHakjhTNTsgdjag" now... She found out about Pork stuff that got some Dawn thing written on it and she thinks that us IP01 guys did it. This was her reason " Who else in IP know about the relationship btw Pork n Dawn", " No one can enter Sigma lab beside us", "We already have a bad impression on the teachers"!!!! FUCK AH, none of these r fuckin true. Thanks 2 me n Tim, da whole freakin IP cohort noe bout da damn rumour btw Pork n Dawn! Secondly, people can just enter sigma lab any time they want...
Ok I noe that 01 does not have the goody class impression like dat fuckin 04 class where it is full of muggers n shit.... Sure O1 guys have broke a lot of rules... Sure 01 people do not actually stay in class n listen 2 everysingle words that teacher said... So wad!! This is our culture. This is what made us 01... We r not ashame of it, in contrary, we r proud of it. So even if teachers feel that we r just a bunch of shit heads, then too bad! Live with it, cause i swear that 01 will never become another 04... If you guys find us irritating and uncontrolable, why don't you just kick all of us out of this programme! It sure will make ur lives easier teachin only angelic class like 04 right!
Also, that particular teacher whom i shall not named seems like she is forcing us to admit that we are the one that commited the damn thing. I mean we might be playful at TIMES, but then come to think of it! We r guys, we still have our dignity. We might lie and talk shit at times but trust me, we still have integrity... We r not a bunch of brainless criminal running around fuking up the skol you know. There r others also!
Damn, I shall stop here! Too tired already. Gonna go sleep now. NighT!

Fucking shit....
I'm feelin both happy and sad, stressed and OK, loved and hatred. Don't noe wy i got these mix feelings but i'm guessing that things are going fine these days. Too much of sth will eventually fucked up ur life in one way or another...
Hmm, Bio test tommorrow n I'm really scared. I guess I still gotta try my best now. Freak, I don't wanna fail anything dis term. Goin back 2 Vietnam 4 holiday n I already got a tutor waitin 4 me. Fuckin hell man, gonna have math n physic tution. Like fuck man, i don't like these 2 subjects at all.
Some more, when i come back, I can't even hang out with my gang dat much cause they all r takin entrance examination for university. Life will be mundane, vvvv mundane I guess. Cannot have mass internet access cause my mom is still freaked out by my term 2 results... Hmmmmmm.
In bytz now n just went to check the mlb scoreboard. I'm fucking upset now. Yankees lost 9-3 to the fucking REDSOX... Damn it, this is the first time in the fucking MlB history that a team went from 3-0 deficit to lose da damn fucking serie. Is it because Yankees players r arrogant? R they really overpaid? What happened to all of those imported superstar that they bought in the last transfer market... What happened to A ROD, Gary Sheffield, Kevin Brown, Kenny Lofton. Esteban Loiaza.... All of these players are suppose to produce great result. Ok, come to think of it, they got a great season record. But will these records count when it comes to the playoff. They might have beaten Minnesota Twins but thats like as easy as takin a candy from a baby. Its time 2 face Boston... One of their greatest rival. Even worst than the New York Mets. Things were looking good after the first 3 games but da whole thing just went downhill afterwards. To be frank, as a true Yankees fan, I am utterly dissappointed with what happened. Is the Yankees era finished? For four straight years they have not have any silverware so what conclusion you can draw from that....... The Yankees r lookin as hopeless as our NJC softball team. I shall not comments on this any longer...
I am losing faith in myself as eveyday passed!!
Signing out: Burbye!

FUCKKKKKK!!!
feelin damn tired now. open house is such a waste of time. Damn it, so freakin tired stayin in da damn field, still feelin lucky dat it wasn's so hot yesterday.
Hmmm, 2 my suprise, quite a number of ppl tried out softball. Not like they will come 2 Nj anyway. Most of da good players i saw got prelim scores from a range of 14-20... Once again, softball will take in a bunch of newbies n our hope of gettin medals r gettin further from our reach. FUCK... No matter how hard we try, it will still be damn hard for us to even win team like JJ and TP... sigh...
Now my body still ache like fuck... I'm still a bit sick i guess... I don't wanna die so fast though... Gotta drink lots of water now.....
Come to think of it, i still got lots of work 2 do now. River model haven't finished, gotta prepare for SPIRE OP and of course, bio test! Da one dat i'm scared of da most... I just gotta try my best i guess...
K, back 2 studyin now... Bur bye!

I'm exhausted... I think i'm dying soon... Shit... Damn tired.... My legs r like jelly now... My whole body hurt...
Damn it, i don't noe wad da hell is wrong wit my body these days. Am i overworkin myself... I don't wanna die so early...
Yesterday got softball trainin. Shit man, that was da worst one ever. Guess this is wad happen wen u practically have no physical trainin 4 one and a half month... Damn it, all together we only ran 4km n i felt like shit already. I can barely do 3o push ups some more. Arrrrrgggg, must get back 2 my full fitness soon...
Maybe cause of exhaustion, i've been very impatient these days, I really don't noe wad is happenin at times. If I hurt anyone feelin, I'm sorry!!! Especially to 03 gals cause i accused u of sth u didn't do. Really sorry!!! U guys r not bias k... Hahah...
Tests, projects, assignment r pillin up again. But come 2 think of it. We only have 3 weeks left... So Tim, please try not 2 get the other 2 demerits points k. I noe some certain teachers r against us but they can nv do anythin 2 us if we just try our best 2 follow da rules...
Today was quite fun... Got some leadership thing n da guy was very funny n whacky.... Hehehe! Yay, after all those examples dat he gave us, now i'll b able 2 prove 2 my parents dat grades aren't everythin. However, I won't b a drop out though.
K, dats bout it... Gonna go back n sleep 4 a while then gotta start muggin 4 hydro already...
***Thx 2 all da J2s 4 makin my ass pain like shit now***
***Next time u'll b playin soccer naked. Hmmm***

Blah....
Played strip soccer again 2day. hehe, must admit dat dis is one of the best thing that me and Tim came up with so far. We can save money cause we r not goin out n stuff, then also we can train our body wad... C, me n Tim r damn smart(ego00000) First me n Pork were takin on Tim, Keith, n Jeck. Shit man we were 3 buttons down already but somehow i felt that it was damn coolin k. Hahah. Howeva i don;t think its a good idea 2 expose my body though. 2 skinny, not nice....
Den all of da other ppl came n it just became a freakin crazy ass game man... Damn hard 2 even move da ball upward... Hmm, shall play again monday after skol.
Now feelin damn tired partly cause been practically playin soccer everyday after skol 4 dis whole damn week already. Sheeeezzzz. Gonna go up n finish building Gundam now. Peace out!!!!!!!

Firstly i gotta do this:
Thx Tim for that gay yet lovin letter n not 2 mention da poser T-shirt!
Thx Pork for da red and Gundam stuff. I'll finish it by da end of da year!!! Promise!
Thx Dria n Wanda for da shoe bag.
Thx Li Yan for takin her time 2 buy me dat thing!
Thx Wensi n Annabel for dat hair bleach! Don't think i'll do it till next year. Heheh!
And thx everyone else also!!!

Now 2 da bad stuff. Math test i think i did a really bad job 4 it. I mean i left da whole question 5 blank.... Die already lor. Shit man, i studied so hard 4 da 3D trig n only one question came up. dat's wrong man. Dat's just wrong... As for da MI test, i did ok actually. It wasn't as bad as da quiz one. Just found out 2day dat i got 14 1/2 for it. Damn, if i got those diagrammin right then i would have gotten 16 marks! Hmmm, dats like from a C to a B. I desperately need those grades....

damn tired now. Slept quite early yesterday cause i didn't feel well after being dumped into da pool!

Tired now. Stupid bytz is closed. Comps in library suxxxx. I'm gonna go find some place 2 sleep now. Bur ByE. Peace out!

sigh as tired as i am, i am now making it a point to remind all you losers out there its thangs birthday tml. so don tcome empty handed. thankss

ahaoassssssssss? sucks la im already broke thanks to mainly 3 october babies. and my dad, of course, ahahahaha okkkkkkk ah crap, today my day was ruined laa ahaha dont know some freaking asshole read my phone msges without asking. theres nothign really private, but i mean, its the action itself la.. got rather pissed with no one actually. ahahha k then after taht went town to buy lotsa presnts and now im broke shit better thank me and appreciate. siggh went to get my new glasses, go order that is ahaha wne thome after that really tired. tmls a short day. thank goodness for that. ahaha dont think i can stand sch much longer. takes the games out of my life. bwarh dumb schoool

ah shit, im really confused. i have 2 calls to make but im cnofused hafta ask dad to let me go out tml, and allowance advance all the birthdays fault ah shit. im tired. slp sooni guess yaye ahah pffft

exams are alr rnd the corner, but still havent woken up from this 'daze'? dont know la, no modd to study etc yet cant screw up this term. too impt. sighhhh. today wasnt exactly productive, but at least it was satisfying. i havent done any work. sundays my official sleep late day. all cos of monday. whch remnds me im broke. i have so many good friends plus best friends plus relatives birthday in oct, so i don tknow la ahha tired. and infinitely broke

Borrrrrinnnn life. This sux.
Come 2 think of it, our test will start in a week time and i haven't really got da concepts of 3D trig properly yet. Omfg, I think i'll do damn bad lor. Fuck. Somehow i must get these negative things out of my mind as soon as possible otherwise its gonna freakin affect my brain. Blah, damnit, this is gonna be da worst bday eva 4 me.... Blahhhhhhhh.
Gonna go back n mug now. Peace!!!!

3:16 PM

20041001

today rocked plaeyed hockey/softball/being a bored idiot during second half of spire. then after that, blah blah blah after sch we played soccer basketball(i stole the ball from 05) then rugby, then field soccer then waited with louis for nearly an hour for my mom. ahahahah sorry! anyawys i got tuition tonight which sucks. i want to skip la. but, shit. what to do, life sucks. ahah aok im abit slow, but thang reminded me to inform the rest of the world.
pok is a pervert, he touched someones butt in the canteen, which is so sick, who goes around touching asses anyway?

7:11 PM